"I'd rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I am not."

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Mind Control

I guess I had a good control over my mind until this happened,if you know what I mean.Of course one of the obsessions that is almost beyond control.Don't know whether we should call that love or something else but 'that' thing is screwing me a lot these days.I've lost control on my mind and doing all things to try taking control on myself but it is getting hard.So what I've thought is to just let it go.I read somewhere that you must just let go something you really like.If it is yours it will surely come to you or else it never was.But actions are harder than words.
Anyhow after many failures I still have the hope than someday I will ignore her and she will remember me.Even wrote a small piece of shayari about that long back but was never able to put that into practice.Guess the free time I've got inthis holidays is playing the spoil-sport.Just waiting for college to start so that I get busy with other things.As they say empty mind is a home to devil's workshop.
This day i.e. 26th June 2010 I've decided that I will straight away ignore her no matter what it takes for one whole month i.e. till 26th July 2010.This time it is serious because I have swore on my mother.So just wait and watch the play and what has to happen will happen.Will be back here anytime to update on this ongoing fire.Trying to divert my mind towards other things but...lets just wait and watch..Help me God(if he exists).

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Have the balls?

What brought me here back is the ongoing FIFA fever all over the globe.Well,basically I am not a Football maniac so kindly excuse my ignorance if any.If cricket is a religion in India then Football is life to millions of fans across the world.This time I vow not to miss any of the games because even I want to get a taste of the wine.My heart says that I am with Spain also called 'The Red Fury'.The red jersey is quite appealing much like the red tomatoes. Players like Cesc Fabregas,Xavi & Fernando Torres is the reason I'm with them.The super goalkeeper Iker Casillas is one to be watched out for.Spain may not be the favorites but we cannot predict what will happen in the end.Spain has a strong side and with the Euro 2008 title they are definitely among the hopefuls.
This test-of-the-balls will test which players tricks will lead to their football immortality.The winning team celebrating with the world cup will certainly be a feast for the eyes but supporting your team against all odds is what we will do.Though Messi isn't physically impressive,the Maradona-Messi magic can turn the tables around at any time.And who can forget Cristiano Ronaldo and his dazzling control over the ball.He was on the top only to be replaced by Messi.He earns not only from the sport but also endorsements.Will his entire lifetime be enough to spend the money?Don't think so.Will be missing David Beckham because of the injury.
I don't want to write more because this is my first-time fever and hope many other amateurs will also join this great month-long magic.Hoping for a great holiday ahead..