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Kya hai yaar? When I said I need her she said she is committed to someone else.But still I couldn't stop myself.If it would have been anyone else I would have then and there told F*** O** and moved on.But I tried to stay in touch with her saying we could be friends and all such crap.This is all because of my addiction weakness.In my B.tech 1st year I got addicted to the internet in the same way and couldn't just resist myself being away from it even for a single day.But I got over it somehow.Now again after lots of mind taming I finally felt strongly that I could forget her.I felt I could now easily get over with it.Since she said that she was already committed to some loser I thought I would leave her alone and move on and concentrate on other things.So I called her and said I am getting disturbed because of her and her relationship with the other person.So we better stop speaking.She agreed and I didn't even think about her till friendship day.I just messaged her wishing her a Happy friendship day.She called.I wanted to scold.But as it was friendship day I spoke normally and hung up.Then after 2 days she messaged me.I messaged her using some bad word.She called me back later and I straight forwardly said what I had in my heart.I didn't want to speak to her anymore.Then she said that she didn't love anybody and she faked everything just for me.WTF?She asked me whether we could be friends.I said I don't think so because I may get back at the same thing again.So we finally got split on compromising terms and I am a happy person now.
Day at college was good until all this shit happened and that is why I had to scold her.We had a great time in college today.After college Vinod,Rakesh and I went to a chat center at Ranigunj and ate Bhel puri.Then we left from there and I went to my institute at 6:00 pm.I returned home at around 8:30 pm and then shit happened over the phone.Arrgghhh !!!!

My day started with the alarm ringing at 3:00 am.I turned it off and slept till my mom came to wake me up at 5:30 am.The day at college went on as usual.My classmate,Jamla, celebrated his birthday today in our classroom.I borrowed textbooks from library today which without any doubt whatsoever would lie in my cupboard until the end of this semester gathering dust.We had lab today.We sat at our desks hidden behind the CRO's and function generators and kept on chatting until the lecturer called us to explain an experiment.Then we had to show our observation books to the lab assistant to get our attendance.But I didn't even get a notebook.So I took my friends book and showed it to the ma'am and luckily didn't get caught.Came back home.
Yesterday was really unlucky for my friend Ramcharan.Everybody got to know about something which was spreading like fire in our college.Not only that,he was getting caught by every single lecturer for some or the other reason.Our MEFA ma'am asked us to show our assignments and as usual we didn't even have a notebook,leave alone the assignment.We were asked to leave the class.
I am feeling a lot better theses days.I am getting back to my normal life.But I have to clear all my back logs and try to get a good percentage this year.Haha.We talk but never put into action as usual.
I have to read the newspaper and then get some sleep now.Buhbye.

Friendship

I am here after a long gap because when I am lonely I have my blog to speak to.Well,today is friendship day.Would life be possible without friends?No.We think that love is greater than friendship,may be,but friendship has its own advantages over love.Sometimes love is just an illusion.When your love betrays you,you still have a shoulder to cry upon,ears that would listen to your sorrows and a hand that would never let you go.A friend is like wine.The older he gets the better.We may not be in touch with all our friends but when we think about them we realize what we miss today.I really miss all my school friends and the awesome time we used to have together.But wherever you go I am sure that you would find people of your own taste and with whom you feel more comfortable with.Making a friend is not a skill but maintaining the bond is.Whenever you are with friends never ignore them.Atleast slap them(I bet they wouldn't mind) but do show them that you exist.You can play pranks on your friend,tease him with names,slap him on the face and then get away with it.Is this possible in any other relation?No.

Karz Dosti Mein Chukane Nahi Hote
Ehsaan Dosti Mein Jataane Nahi Hote
Bus Salamat Rahe Ye Yarana Hamara
Kyoki Ye Rishte Kabhi Purane Nahi Hote.