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Kya hai yaar? When I said I need her she said she is committed to someone else.But still I couldn't stop myself.If it would have been anyone else I would have then and there told F*** O** and moved on.But I tried to stay in touch with her saying we could be friends and all such crap.This is all because of my addiction weakness.In my B.tech 1st year I got addicted to the internet in the same way and couldn't just resist myself being away from it even for a single day.But I got over it somehow.Now again after lots of mind taming I finally felt strongly that I could forget her.I felt I could now easily get over with it.Since she said that she was already committed to some loser I thought I would leave her alone and move on and concentrate on other things.So I called her and said I am getting disturbed because of her and her relationship with the other person.So we better stop speaking.She agreed and I didn't even think about her till friendship day.I just messaged her wishing her a Happy friendship day.She called.I wanted to scold.But as it was friendship day I spoke normally and hung up.Then after 2 days she messaged me.I messaged her using some bad word.She called me back later and I straight forwardly said what I had in my heart.I didn't want to speak to her anymore.Then she said that she didn't love anybody and she faked everything just for me.WTF?She asked me whether we could be friends.I said I don't think so because I may get back at the same thing again.So we finally got split on compromising terms and I am a happy person now.
Day at college was good until all this shit happened and that is why I had to scold her.We had a great time in college today.After college Vinod,Rakesh and I went to a chat center at Ranigunj and ate Bhel puri.Then we left from there and I went to my institute at 6:00 pm.I returned home at around 8:30 pm and then shit happened over the phone.Arrgghhh !!!!