Game over

Yeah it really is over this time.Believe me.I want to brief out whatever happened in the last few days.Everything was going fine in he last few days.She came to Hyderabad,we met,we went shopping and then to a movie.She bought Cornetto ice-creams at Big Bazaar,L.B.Nagar and we ate together along with her sister.Can u imagine that I watched Guzaarish with she sitting beside me.What more could I have asked for?It was a perfect day.Her birthday was arriving and I had to gift her something.So I bought an Ed Hardy wallet and a book called "I too had a love story" and gave her when we met again at Big Baazar.Tarnaka.But all this happiness ended soon when her birthday arrived.She said that she would be spending her day with the bastard.So I kept calling her all day and kept asking her what she was doing.My heart broke once again and hell broke loose again.I really wanted to leave her this time and messaged her all of the bad words that I could think of.She got pissed off.We didn't speak for many days because she blackmailed me that she would tell abut that to my parents.Then on 8th December I called her at around 9:00 pm.She cut the call.She called me back after 10 minutes and spoke as if nothing was wrong for around 20 minutes and then she hung up.On December 11th I called her in the morning and asked her what she was doing.She asked me why do I need to know that.I said what the fuck.She said I shouldn't call her again or she will call my father and complain.She called and told that I was disturbing her.Fuck.If she felt that I was disturbing her why would she be talking to me today after it had been almost one year since I proposed her?When I asked the same thing she said that she thought of me as a friend.Now which friend would talk late in the night for around 3 to 4 hours and speak in such a manner that would melt anybody's heart.Which friend would say that she loves me and then pauses to say 'as a friend,Abhishek'.Which friend would say she want to hug me?Which friend would allow her to kiss me on the phone?And after all this say that I thought of you as only a friend.If she didn't love me then she would have left me right in the beginning.But today its almost been a year since we were speaking.Because the first thing I asked her I remember on 13th Feb was whether she would be my valentine for now and forever.She now says that she didn't know that I love her and though I was treating her as a friend/sister which I did call her few times because I didn't want to lose her.I mean when we fought I would say hat lets be friends/sister all all such crap just to talk to her.But how could she believe that.Long back when a few idiots were troubling her over the phone she called me and asked me to scold them.I did as she told.Then she also changed her number because she said that she was getting a lot of unwanted calls.She could have done the same thing with me.I myself asked her to change her number many times but she never did till today and then she complains that I disturb her a lot.She says she didn't want to hurt me and that's why she kept talking to me,But who the hell needed temporary satisfaction?I wanted her till eternity not for time-pass.She knew that because I told her that I wanted to marry her many times and even directly asked her grand mom the same!! She should have avoided me if she didn't love me.Either she has played a big game with me or she loves me but fears something which I don't know.Whatever it is today the game is over.Now I've changed my own number and decided to end this chapter in my life...

Friendship may change into love,

But love cannot change into friendship