Bats

Day was as usual today.I woke at 11:00 am.I watched 'The Batman Begins' and got to know that the fear of Bats made Bruce Wayne what he was.Even I have the fear of bats from my childhood.Once I had gone to the Daulatabad Fort,Aurangabad with my relatives.At one point of time we had to walk through a cave to reach the top of the fort.At the entrance of the cave itself I smelled the scent of bats and I feared from entering the cave.But after a lot of persuasion I made courage to enter it.The cave was pitch dark and we were led by a guide who had a fire torch in his hand.As we were walking I heard the sounds of the bats screaming a and flying blindly around the cave.I then happened to see a huge bat hanging from one of the walls in the light from the fire torch.I was scared to even move.Now we had to climb a a few stairs to reach the top from where we could exit.As the stairs were very old and made of stone it was quite slippery and we had to hold the wall and climb for a better grip.But I was scared to touch the walls as I felt bats were siting on them.So I held my father's hand and started walking.Once we came out of the cave I felt very relieved.Thank God there was another way while climbing down the fort.That was the first time I felt the fear of bats and till now whenever I see bats or smell them it make me shiver.The scary house at IMAX was like a child's play after experiencing the real thing at that fort.The fort had a huge pond with green water and the guide told that it had crocodiles during the King's (Emperor Aurangazeb) time.The enemies who would trespass into the fort would be thrown into that pond.And at another place the was a small opening in the ceiling of a cave from where hot oil would be poured when an enemy passed from below that.The Fort was amazing.

My college had started on December 6th and still I didn't attend a day.I got a call from my college in the afternoon.It was Imran sir.He asked me what the problem was.As I knew the sir well I jokingly told him that I was taking rest for a few days so that I could do well in the next semester and you know what he gave the phone to Ashok sir.He was our professor,not by qualification but merely by name as we mockingly called him.I told him that I was unwell and would attend the college from tomorrow.Of course I wouldn't for another 20 days and if I get another call I would just neglect it.

As I was watching TV I heard a baba preaching.He was saying how good cow milk was for our health and how many nutritious values it had.He said that we shouldn't drink the packaged milk and rather drink pure cow milk.If I were present there I would have asked him, then what would the Cow's calf drink if we drink up the cows milk.Should it be left to die without even tasting its mothers milk?Now which animal drinks milk after crossing its infancy?None.The baba was clearly spreading the wrong message to the people.

Bye !!

Yamla,pagla,deewana !!

Had a lot of fun the last two days.So there was Christmas party at our friend's place.I called Vinod and asked him when he would reach and he said that it would be best if we go there by 6:15 pm.I knew that it wouldn't work out and reached the place at 7:00 pm and called him again.He said that it would take him another half-an-hour as I expected.Then I called Emmu to come and pick me up and then we headed towards Ravi Teja's home.He was standing stone faced and I later got to know that he was asked to get out of his Java institute because he had not paid the fee in time.Then we went to Emmu's home at chatted for a while on the terrace and then went into his room.The game freaks,that is,Rajeev,Musthain and Chetan started playing games on the computer.Now this is what is called insane.A while later Vinod reached the placed,2 hours later than the quoted time.These things were not new for me because this happened almost all the time.Next we cut the cake and after a couple of photographs we had our dinner.Then we ate Gulab Jamuns when Rakesh asked for an extra cup and a I joked about something and then all rolled out laughing.After the party we left the place at around 10:30pm and Vinod said that we'll take the OU road as it would be spine chilling.The temperature might have been around 5˚C and it felt like a ride through Antartica at a high speed.There were no street lights and we even turned off the bike's head lights and all we could see was darkness.

And today the day started with Casino Royale and then Hari texted me to come over.We roamed on the roads and theaters while chatting.We were discussing the best moments in the year 2010 and the best movies that released that year.Then we went back home.As I was about to take a nap Arafat texted me asking where I was and then he called me to come to his place to have Hookah.We went to a Hookah center and smoked away the time until 10:00 pm talking about our screwed up lives which had neither enjoyment nor any seriousness.We made a plan to go for a trip around whole Hyderabad surroundings in the coming month.Rajnikanth's Narasimha was playing on the LCD and English songs were playing on the music system.Felt good...Reached home an hour back and had dinner.I liked the title song of Yamla,pagla,deewana.It's crazy to see Dharmendra,Sunny and bobby grooving to the music.

Arrey seh na saku main

Seh na saku main itna pyaar
Keh na saku main itna pyaar
Itna pyaar karta hoon...

Merry Christmas !!

Today is Christmas and it is one of the coldest ones I've seen.This year however was quite good and I learnt a lot of things from it.I learnt how to copy well in exams.I learnt how inefficient most of the lecturers in my college were.I learnt a bit of bachelors life.I learnt how to smoke.I learnt how to prepare a hookah.I learnt how to be a person who gives a shit about anything and most importantly I learnt what is one-side love(made famous by Arya) but never ever should anyone get inspired by the movie because you end getting fucked up by climax and then you blame yourself for it.This was the biggest lesson in my life.

Christmas brings in the memories of school where we had this Christmas party every year and we were allowed to wear civil dress only on that day.The school looked vibrant in various hues.All of us were asked to bring snacks and the teacher would collect all of them and we used to share them with everybody.Some would bring homemade dishes like Pani Puri,Chole and cakes.While eating we would play games like Antakshari and all such stuff. Then we used to watch all the dramas played by the teachers who used to look quite funny dressed up in various costumes.I particularly remember our Principal dressed like Jesus and others like angels.At one point of time there was a skit about the crucification of Jesus Christ and I was one among the crucifiers.A stout teacher would dress like the Santa Claus and distribute toffees.

Manish,Hari and I used to play drums on the benches.We use to play the Bhutto,Teen Maar,Ek Maar and all.So once on Christmas we all got into an empty classroom and we started playing our band to which our friends started dancing.It was hilarious.

This year I heard from a friend that there is going to be a Carnival in our school in January 2011.So we are planning to go there and revive the old memories.When I was in school we had a Carnival too and Sania Mirza and VVS Laxman were the chief guests.

The sports day practices was another thing I can't miss out.I had an ultimate time in the Torch Drill especially during the late-evening practices where the whole school used to be brightened by our blue Globe-shaped torches and the cold weather used to be an added awesomeness.

While I was mentioning all of this I noticed that I never mentioned anything about academics.That is what memories are.We remember only the time spent with friends.So however busy you are,do spend some time living your life as well because that is what you will be remembering when you grow old.

Irony though is the fact that this time it would not be the same happiness now.Emmanuel however might arrange a party today.

New year would be important for me because I have a tight schedule lined up.I need to fair well in 3-2 and also November brings in the CAT-2011 and fuck am I going to do well.Calculations are what it is all about and I really need to improve my speed in that area.Never should I under-estimate English as this is CAT and its not going to be a walk on the cake.This IIT-Madras lecturer was really good who took our class yesterday and they give you an inspiration that learning never ends.

Ola Olalaa..

So yesterday I caught Cold.Hari texted me in the afternoon that he is coming to my home.In seconds he was in front of my home and called me outside.He asked me whether we will go to the movie Nagavalli.I agreed and zoomed on the bike for sometime and then went to the theatre.But we decided to watch the movie later because we didn't want to spend extra money to buy the tickets as it was the second day and a holiday for a movie we weren't really interested in watching.There we met some of our friends and he introduced me to a rather unusual guy who seemed a lot funny.His dressing was pretty chic,like tucked in shirt and a tight belt around his waist and white shoes.He was saying that he got a job in IFB which he had to repeat around 5 times for us to understand.Hari was asking 'Is it IIPM?? Oh ISB ah?' and later got to know that he actually meant IFB.Then we returned to my place and chatted for a while and then left.

Evening I had to attend CAT class but I was feeling lazy.I attended though after I felt better when I smoked.I saw that girl again who makes me go 'Rooba Rooba' whenever I catch her glimpse.The class was about Averages,Mixtures and Allegations.I didn't understand much.Then at the end we had Group discussion the topic "Moral values of movies on us".

Didn't have much fun because nobody participated well.And yeah a few days back I took a seminar in my college about Animal Poaching and stuff and it turned out pretty good.Spreading the message as much as possible.

Today evening as I was chatting with Vinod he asked me about my girlfriend and I said everything what happened in the las few days and he was like Oh!! and asked me whether I was fine or I am crying.I said I was fine but I did miss her.

That's all for today..Bye Bloggie !!

Mad

Hi...so I am here again.I actually love this solitude because you don't have anything to worry about except yourself.Just saw a few pics of Hari on facebook and had a great time.That guy really rocks.I love the way he treats life and the way he enjoys it.He poses for photo shoots in front of the Principals room in shades.He goes to write exams in shorts without even bathing.He maintains a girlfriend from last 6 years...that's enough.

Today my day started at around 9:30 am and was spent wasting time till 12:00.Then I went out o purchase some novels to chase away the boredom.I bought Karan Bajaj's Keep off the grass and Arundhati Roy's god of Small thing.The first one I guess is about the journey of a guy from IIM who is actually an NRI and travels whole of India to find some interesting things.The later I guess happen to be something about your ambitions.Didn't start reading either of them.

I have to use this free time properly and make the best of it.A fucking relationship spoiled a year already but of course it gave me an awesome experience.I remember an article of Paulo Coelho.God asks a man to push against a big solid rock.The man with all his strength starts pushing it and works on it day and night without resting.After he fails he asks God," Why did I fail even though I gave all my dedication to the work.Then God replied "I only told you to push against the rock but I didn't mention that you have to move it.Now look at your body.It has become well built and muscular.Now you are much stronger than before.And now I shall reward you".Then God showed him the path.

So nothing goes waste and you learn from everything that happens and become a stronger person.

Game over

Yeah it really is over this time.Believe me.I want to brief out whatever happened in the last few days.Everything was going fine in he last few days.She came to Hyderabad,we met,we went shopping and then to a movie.She bought Cornetto ice-creams at Big Bazaar,L.B.Nagar and we ate together along with her sister.Can u imagine that I watched Guzaarish with she sitting beside me.What more could I have asked for?It was a perfect day.Her birthday was arriving and I had to gift her something.So I bought an Ed Hardy wallet and a book called "I too had a love story" and gave her when we met again at Big Baazar.Tarnaka.But all this happiness ended soon when her birthday arrived.She said that she would be spending her day with the bastard.So I kept calling her all day and kept asking her what she was doing.My heart broke once again and hell broke loose again.I really wanted to leave her this time and messaged her all of the bad words that I could think of.She got pissed off.We didn't speak for many days because she blackmailed me that she would tell abut that to my parents.Then on 8th December I called her at around 9:00 pm.She cut the call.She called me back after 10 minutes and spoke as if nothing was wrong for around 20 minutes and then she hung up.On December 11th I called her in the morning and asked her what she was doing.She asked me why do I need to know that.I said what the fuck.She said I shouldn't call her again or she will call my father and complain.She called and told that I was disturbing her.Fuck.If she felt that I was disturbing her why would she be talking to me today after it had been almost one year since I proposed her?When I asked the same thing she said that she thought of me as a friend.Now which friend would talk late in the night for around 3 to 4 hours and speak in such a manner that would melt anybody's heart.Which friend would say that she loves me and then pauses to say 'as a friend,Abhishek'.Which friend would say she want to hug me?Which friend would allow her to kiss me on the phone?And after all this say that I thought of you as only a friend.If she didn't love me then she would have left me right in the beginning.But today its almost been a year since we were speaking.Because the first thing I asked her I remember on 13th Feb was whether she would be my valentine for now and forever.She now says that she didn't know that I love her and though I was treating her as a friend/sister which I did call her few times because I didn't want to lose her.I mean when we fought I would say hat lets be friends/sister all all such crap just to talk to her.But how could she believe that.Long back when a few idiots were troubling her over the phone she called me and asked me to scold them.I did as she told.Then she also changed her number because she said that she was getting a lot of unwanted calls.She could have done the same thing with me.I myself asked her to change her number many times but she never did till today and then she complains that I disturb her a lot.She says she didn't want to hurt me and that's why she kept talking to me,But who the hell needed temporary satisfaction?I wanted her till eternity not for time-pass.She knew that because I told her that I wanted to marry her many times and even directly asked her grand mom the same!! She should have avoided me if she didn't love me.Either she has played a big game with me or she loves me but fears something which I don't know.Whatever it is today the game is over.Now I've changed my own number and decided to end this chapter in my life...

Friendship may change into love,

But love cannot change into friendship